Wednesday, December 01, 2004
That meat dark enough for ya?
Ok, so I just got indirectly chewed out of being so negative on here. It’s pretty hysterical the way depression works. I mean, I just went back and read the last entry. I think, what the fuck was I thinking??? But, holidays bring out the best in all of us 
I was really feeling that dark when I wrote it. I do not censor myself, and I am not going to delete it or change it… However, it is worth posting that I am in a much better frame of mind after coming back to my home in Boston. 
Maybe I should through a mood display on my website that has a color scheme. Sort of a Tom Ridge, Homeland Mood Scale thingie. Anyway, blah blah blah soon!
-rw
