Thursday, March 02, 2006
Blahg blahg blahg
This entry will be completely random and perhaps lacking in structure, content, meaning… it will be a lot like what we have come to know as “life.”
What can I say… I used to write a lot. More goes on lately in my dreams than in my waking hours. I have horrible sleep. Night terrors, nightmares, insomnia. It comes and goes throughout my life. I can tell you it is maddening. All I want is a night of peace, rest, sleep. It is so out my reach, completely unattainable. So, I reach out to the pharmaceutical community…
Ativan™
Ambien™
Lunesta™
I actually don’t trust Lunesta™. How can any company who spends that much money on an advertising campaign actually be trustworthy. Anyone ever try the stuff? As far as I know, Ambien™ puts me to sleep and keeps me there, but no doctor I have met will write me a full time script. Their reasoning: it is addictive.
Ok, so let me get this straight… there is a drug that actually lets me get to sleep, keeping me asleep peacefully throughout the night for 8 uninterupted hours, with no druggy hangover, allowing me to wake up refreshed and energetic feeling 10 years younger… And you won’t give me a prescription because I may become addicted to that??? Addicted to… ACTUALLY SLEEPING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS. Hmmmm, yeah that sounds like something to steer clear of.
Anyway, I am graduating from Harvard in a couple of months. I know, bizarre. I am getting a pro-sumer digital SLR camera. When I see you next, I will take a wacky picture of you with some weirdo fisheye lens.
The van must go. Replacing it with a RAV4 V6 (the MANLY RAV4). Manly why? How about 270hp? That’s what I thought.
Anyway, I am at work… the shitty job sucking every ounce of my life away from 9-5, M-F. I cannot wait to leave this fucking place!
With love
RW
